Confessions of a confused mind

Everything happens for a reason or so they say. Well I really see no reason for what is happening now.
College they say prepares you for life. Well if this is what my life has come to, Boring and caught in between time? I prefer not to live. Before anyone cribs about how suicidal this post is going to be, trust me it isn't I'm just talking about what I have to go through every single day. I know i am supposed to be fortunate to even be going to college and there are scores of people fighting for my place, You can really take my place. Home education must be more interesting than my college.
How bad is it? Well try imagining yourself with zombies around you. Zombies can be fun I had a friend who I call zombie. But these guys, they are like genetically engineered to be boring and un interesting. I mean I don't hate you guys but maybe I'm just not your type. I don't enjoy talking about bollywood movies nor do I enjoy taking a zillion pictures of yours only for you to delete all of them cause your hair wasn't perfect or there was someone occupying one millionth of the frame. I mean come on how juvenile is that? Put yourself in my shoes for a minute and just imagine the amount of Chili sauce that's spontaneously being produced inside me just waiting for a chance to just spill out and burn your eyes! I don't hate you man. I just hope you were a little understanding, that's it. No offense.
But like they say there's always light at the end of the tunnel. Well, I'm in no tunnel so i guess I'll just have to deal with it. I being myself will keep barking. You guys, have a nice day ahead and remember, if a genie comes and grants you a wish, do me a favor and just remain a kid forever. till the genie comes, do svidaniya Guys.